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Submissive sissySubmissive sissy.Like most crossdressers, I started off trying to be as ‘convincing’ a woman as I could be and, to be honest, it was often a difficult journey and essentially one without an ending. I’ll not go into why I turned my back on that and acknowledged that, rather than being a crossdresser, I am a sissy. That deserves another account and I plan to address that soon. The briefest point I will make about being a sissy is that it’s about ultra-femininity, over the top femininity. In short femininity that no genetic woman would espouse. It also comes with elements of humiliation and degradation which have always been potent for me. One problem with being a sissy as opposed to a crossdresser is that far fewer men are interested in sissies than in convincing tgirls so that for a while expressing myself as a sissy was generally a solitary one.You wait for a bus for ages and then three come along at the same time. This has been the case with me in the past year. There are new developments in my sissy life. Suddenly I have contact with anumber of dominant men who actually prefer out and out sissies totransvestites. It is almost as if having decided that my true nature is tobe a sissified mincing faggot that I am on a path and that there are morehelping hands than I realised.A few months ago, I was contacted on Twitter by one of these guys who likesthe ultra-feminine sissy above all else. I know they are fairly rare butthey do exist as I have recently found. Master N is taking a long view ofour relationship and has obviously mapped out a training programme ofprogressive sissification. From the beginning I have kept myself shaved ofall hair beneath the neck. I’m still working on chastity but here we rushedit too quickly, plunging into me wearing a device 24/7 right away. Itwasn’t long before I was rubbed raw by the CB6000. The Holy Trainer isbetter designed but even so it’s recommended that one build up usage andthis I have done to the aksaray escort bayan extent that I am now wearing it for extended periods.Each day begins with panty parade where I put on the panties I will wearthat day and take a photograph and send it to him immediately. We textconstantly and not just about me being a sissy but about life ingeneral. Despite this I know always that he is in charge. Sometimes we willspeak on the phone and he wants to know that just by vocalising I canconvey my sissiness. I think the voice can be the most difficult aspect offeminisation but I have had classical singing lessons all my life and thishelps in terms of using a head rather than chest voice and I also work oncolouring the voice.I also have to practise sissy deportment when alone. We have a few cam tocam sessions each week where I must display myself in all my sissy glory,while he watches critically. For these sessions I am entirely in pink -corset, stockings, heels, bra, dress all in pink with a frou frou pinkcollar and frilly pink wristlets. His verdict is that I have developedexceptionally well in a few months. The next step is to be our firstmeeting – we shall book a hotel room halfway between his place andmine. I’ll get there first and change and he will then turn up to view hississy creation. But that is on hold at the moment owing to the current health crisis.About a year ago another dominant man has entered my life. Once again an Internet meeting but very soon a date was made and he duly showed up. On hismotorbike. In his leathers. Well that excited me! He had a dinnerengagement and apologised in advance saying that he would only be able tostay an hour! An hour…I am so used to ten minutes! Anyway I was all inpink so once again happily presenting myself as a sissy. There waswonderful chemistry between us and he loves the sensuality of sissy dressand caressed my stockinged legs and pink satin bum for ages while kissingme and telling me exactly escort aksaray what he wanted to do. Which he then proceeded todo but slowly. I sucked his cock for ages while he said no woman had evertaken him so deep. I reminded him of that established fact that sissiesgive the best blowjobs ever. He said that I was only the third tgirl he hadbeen with and I was going to be the first one he fucked. I started in aboutnot having been fucked in ages, that I was too tight, but he would havenone of this.Well it did hurt like Hell and because it did not simply slip in I think Iset up a mental barrier. Perhaps sensing this, he increased his verbalcontribution, no longer encouraging me but verbally abusing me telling methat I am a whore and what a useless whore I am if I cannot take a cock. Hebecame increasingly dominant and I became correspondingly submissive and soI relaxed and this did the trick as he sank his cock to its fullest extentin my sissy cunt. He then proceeded to fuck me in earnest and it was notlong before my pain turned to pleasure and I was calling out my need to befucked. I wanted it to go on and on but he was over excited and soon shot.The one hour he had planned became three all too quickly! He had traveled fifty miles out of his way to meet me and had that fifty to drive back plus a further fifty to get to his dinner date. He must have been terribly late.And the third of my recent experiences is again with a dominant man -Master R. At this stage it is still confined to cyber land – messages,obeying instructions, taking photographs to please him – but most of allcam to cam. How often have I been frustrated and disappointed by cam tocam… I show myself in all my sissy finery while looking at a blankscreen and responding only to a voice, or more usually looking only at acock being jerked off. Not with this Master. From the beginning I have seenhis face and I must say I have never had more intense cyber sex. He insistsI look deep aksaray escort into his eyes as he tells me what a useless slut and sissy Iam. He makes me degrade myself in front of him, crawl to him, or prance andmince around the room while he criticises any hint of masculinity inme. His biggest turn ons, he tells me, are sissies, slaves, maids andStepford wives. I shall be all of these for him he informs me.I’m still on probation with him but he is only interested in real meetingsso we are working towards that, if it ever becomes safe to do so. He is a man of fifty-one and I have to say the most masculine man I have ever encountered. He is a kind of handsome thug with a deep, assertive voice and mesmerising eyes. Though he loves verbal abuse there is nothing cliched about the way he delivers it. He is calm, relaxed, never raises his voice and humiliates me in the most natural and matter of fact way as if what he says is the simplest and purest truth. He is simply dominating, assertive and controlling by nature. The effect on me is devastating. He is like a d**g and I am addicted. I am into it immediately at such a depth that I feel no shame or guilt about my behaviour. Once, with Master N’s permission, I was permitted to cum on camera for Master R. It had been two weeks since my last orgasm so the build up was there but I was told I would shoot on command and that this window of opportunity would last one minute. If I didn’t shoot at sixty seconds that would be my chance gone for another two weeks. So I played with my sissy clit while he calmly verbalised his plans for me and what Iwould soon become. And then came the command and I shot, immediately. It may just be the best orgasm of my entire life, due to responding to orders, being controlled and the power of his verbal contributions, which reminded me constantly of myplace in he pecking order.He knows his power over me, tells me that he knows I have looked for aMaster like him all my life, that it is my good fortune to have encounteredhim.So as you can see I have suddenly found myself being satisfied on a deeppsychic level and it is simply wonderful. I have found that even cyberconnections can address our psychic needs. I am very content these days!

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